the littlest edgelord (
inconsequence) wrote2016-11-16 10:30 pm
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![]() "You just wanted to see me suffer, didn't you?" ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ϟ - ⊗ - ∴ - 💔 - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ [artist] | Floundering attempts at making some sort of sense Striving for significance In a universe that will not give a shit The myth of Sisyphus Authenticity is important, but I'm not sure who I am anymore I'm at the point now where I'm also doubting who I was before The arbitrary nature of thought leaves me alone and paranoid Synonyms for a void Nobody belongs, time brings invalidation. Find selfish solace in mutual trepidation The absurd condition of human existence A struggle to embrace I do not get the point that I am supposed to miss The passive submission or preferred resistance Just give me breathing space The meaning I used to find Overanalyzed, displaced Dispense your goals and actions into something trivial Pick apart pointless projects, my brain sings with vitriol I don't reflect, I destroy with thinking The examined life is not worth living Look at my sad life in detail and you'll see it is a comedy Sometimes I wish I was a goat |
💔 THE FALLEN CHILD 💔 There are souls that in their narrowness blame the whole world. But overwhelm such a soul with MERCY, give it love, and it will curse what it has done, for there are so many germs of good in it. |
The first human to fall, and the catalyst of many, many things. As someone who unrepentantly and completely despises humanity, being human themself felt like the lowest insult, a great cosmic curse. Humans are selfish, callous, bitter, and cruel, and the most any of them can hope for is the possibility that their deaths may serve some sort of higher purpose. Giving their SOUL over to monsters, placing themself on the proverbial sacrificial pyre, was Chara's attempt to live up to everything they were meant to be; the future of humans and monsters. The angel who has seen the surface. They are no angel. Their plan went horribly awry. They ruined everything. And this proved something Chara had known all along: Humans really are awful. After witnessing the breaking of the barrier and the freeing of monsters through Frisk's eyes, Chara accepted that they would never repair the many, many things they ruined. The Dreemurrs are still separated, torn apart by their grief for the son Chara stole from them and committed to the dust. Frisk still had to suffer for the sins of their predecessors. And, most damning of all, Chara knew they were the last threat to everyone's happiness. Frisk and Asriel can have their happy ending. Chara has no right to take what they do not deserve. |
∴ home | ღ family | ♥ friend | ₪ from elsewhere | 〷 complicated | ✔ trusted | ||
✘ hatred | ∆ forgettable | ¿ uncertain | ★ acquaintance | ❖ warm acquaintance | ☒ keep watch | ||
⚑ afraid | ϟ threat | ⟲ knows of powers | 💔 kill | ⊗ be killed | ❱ avoidance |
rinzler ♥ tron
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[artist]
They made a monster out of me
They put a shot in my back
They did me to the count of three
They set the hounds on my tracks
They made a demon out of me
Then they put a cross through my flesh
They put a search out for me
'Cause I got some blood on my hands
They made a story out of me
They laugh and joke about my name
They put a bounty out on me
They all excited by my shame
Remember when you wanted to forget me?
You'd let me rest in pieces
And let the rest piece me together
Yeah, we ain't never had spirit in the flesh
These people, these people let me loose
Bet they wish they would've kept me now
And if your hand never held me down, don't fucking reach out
All's fair in LOVE and war but I LOVE a war
How you picking on the chosen one?
But they would see me when I'm coming
I'll be laughing, why you running?
Oh, you won't see me when I'm coming
I'll be that monster you've been wanting, oh no
Fate is a ladder on which you cannot afford to miss a single rung. To skip out on even one step would mean you'll never make it to the top.
His relationship with Clu is one that still eludes them, particularly in regards to the specifics. He has proven himself beyond trustworthy in certain respects.
No matter his perception of himself, one thing is starkly apparent from Chara's own, external perspective: an obviously intelligent creature such as himself does not and should not "belong" to anybody.