the littlest edgelord (
inconsequence) wrote2016-11-16 10:30 pm
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![]() "You just wanted to see me suffer, didn't you?" ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ϟ - ⊗ - ∴ - 💔 - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ - ✘ [artist] | Floundering attempts at making some sort of sense Striving for significance In a universe that will not give a shit The myth of Sisyphus Authenticity is important, but I'm not sure who I am anymore I'm at the point now where I'm also doubting who I was before The arbitrary nature of thought leaves me alone and paranoid Synonyms for a void Nobody belongs, time brings invalidation. Find selfish solace in mutual trepidation The absurd condition of human existence A struggle to embrace I do not get the point that I am supposed to miss The passive submission or preferred resistance Just give me breathing space The meaning I used to find Overanalyzed, displaced Dispense your goals and actions into something trivial Pick apart pointless projects, my brain sings with vitriol I don't reflect, I destroy with thinking The examined life is not worth living Look at my sad life in detail and you'll see it is a comedy Sometimes I wish I was a goat |
💔 THE FALLEN CHILD 💔 There are souls that in their narrowness blame the whole world. But overwhelm such a soul with MERCY, give it love, and it will curse what it has done, for there are so many germs of good in it. |
The first human to fall, and the catalyst of many, many things. As someone who unrepentantly and completely despises humanity, being human themself felt like the lowest insult, a great cosmic curse. Humans are selfish, callous, bitter, and cruel, and the most any of them can hope for is the possibility that their deaths may serve some sort of higher purpose. Giving their SOUL over to monsters, placing themself on the proverbial sacrificial pyre, was Chara's attempt to live up to everything they were meant to be; the future of humans and monsters. The angel who has seen the surface. They are no angel. Their plan went horribly awry. They ruined everything. And this proved something Chara had known all along: Humans really are awful. After witnessing the breaking of the barrier and the freeing of monsters through Frisk's eyes, Chara accepted that they would never repair the many, many things they ruined. The Dreemurrs are still separated, torn apart by their grief for the son Chara stole from them and committed to the dust. Frisk still had to suffer for the sins of their predecessors. And, most damning of all, Chara knew they were the last threat to everyone's happiness. Frisk and Asriel can have their happy ending. Chara has no right to take what they do not deserve. |
∴ home | ღ family | ♥ friend | ₪ from elsewhere | 〷 complicated | ✔ trusted | ||
✘ hatred | ∆ forgettable | ¿ uncertain | ★ acquaintance | ❖ warm acquaintance | ☒ keep watch | ||
⚑ afraid | ϟ threat | ⟲ knows of powers | 💔 kill | ⊗ be killed | ❱ avoidance |
❤ mass effect ❤
commander shepard ♥ mass effect
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[artist]
Over the sea I found out about angels
I guess we go to heaven
Or hell when we die
But I'm not worried about that at all
So under the ground I bury my demons
I guess I'm finally leaving them behind
No, I can't go any further if I bring them along
I could try to leave but I'd never survive
With the war on my shoulders
And blood on my t-shirt
I wanna find a way to come out alive
Cause I'm not ready to kick, I'm not ready to die
I learned that evil will always be evil
Balancing the weight of the good
I need to know that I did as much as I could
But I don't wanna FIGHT no more
I don't wanna FIGHT no more
I don't wanna FIGHT no more
But I don't wanna lose this war
I feel the fever running down my spine
I hear the screaming
Shouting through the night
I know that what I'm doing isn't right
But I'm too weak to say goodbye
Truly great people emit a light that warms the hearts of those around them. When that light has been put out, a heavy shadow of despair descends.
She has refused to give up on them, despite everything. Initially nothing more than a complex if inexplicable relationship between employer and employee, Shepard's abrupt intervention after Chara's hijacking of the Ingress knocked everything off-kilter. She took their fall; consigned herself to the weeks-long machinations of the Savrii intermediaries on their behalf. From that point onward, she has continued to persist in what many would call a hopeless endeavor: insisting in supporting them in any way she could. And unlike many, she's put her actions where she has put her words.
They can't understand. They can't understand.
Why are you being...so nice to me?